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Friday, January 04, 2008

i don't think anyone is visiting this dust invested blog anymore. and i don't know why i'm even blogging here. anyway, the new term is starting in 2 days' time and i'm absolutely not looking forward to it. apart from the terrible core modules i'm getting, i seem to have a phobia of exams now. last sem's results were way below expectation and from the amount of effort i've put in, i feel that i deserve better. honestly speaking. lonliness? yeah perhaps. that was the main reason why i took up aerobics and kickboxing last sem. and i secretly dread the committees i'm currently involved. well, not anymore if someone happens to chance upon this ol' blog.

am i someone who's afraid of revealing the inner, vulnerable part of me? or am i someone who just doesn't like talking about myself? somehow these 2 points are inter-linked right? okay whatever then. i don't want people to know when i'm upset or what i'm upset about. i choose not to start mentioning about it right from the start. i don't want people to know, how affected, how scared, how terrible i truly feel deep down.

please.
let it be a better sem.

take me with you
9:24 PM


Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times


Her

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